3218-I Really Do Try.

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I really do try not to make journals when I'm angry, and I think that's one reason why my journals have shrunk in numbers because I'm angry a lot of the time. 

But I'm at my wits end and I can't take this shit anymore.

So, in case you haven't been around recently, I'm going to Disneyland today!
Well, the coach leaves at 3:30am Sunday morning, but it totally counts as today!!

So, we're doing all the last minute packing because even though I've been trying to do it all week no one has been helping me and now, as usual, everyone wants to do it last minute. 

Earlier this week I mentioned I was organising everything ready to go and I sorted out my clothes and put them in a pile to be ironed and mam came in and she inspected everything and said it was fine. Great!
Now it has come to actually ironing and packing all she had done is scream and shout and tell me how scruffy I'm going to look. 
"You can't wear a black shoe with white trousers!"
"I hate crew cut t-shirts on girls!"
"Do your dungarees even fit you anymore?!"
"You'll be cold!"

I mean REALLY?!?
IT'S NOT EVEN LIKE SHE'S GOING TO BE FUCKING THERE TO WITNESS IT!!

IT'S FUCKING DISNEYLAND NOT FASHION WEEK.
We're talking 16 hour days. Why the fuck would I want to choose fashion over comfort when we're gonna be doing 16 hour days?! 
I'm already wearing a fucking big black boot, do I need to be even more uncomfortable?!

I'm just so sick and tired of it. I just want time to hurry up and go so I won't be anywhere near her. 

I'm wearing my black shoe because they're comfy. I know I'm going to be in a wheelchair most of the time, but for when I do walk I'd like to not get blisters from it. 
I don't like wearing crew cut t-shirts, I'll be honest, but they're mens t-shirts so I didn't get much choise. And I fucking love this t-shirt so I'm going to wear it. 
You know what? I haven't even tried my dungarees on! And honestly I don't care. I've only had them since last summer, and I know I've put on some weight because I've been semi-bed-ridden the last four weeks, but they shouldn't be small on me.
I've got a hoodie and a blanket: I think I'll be just fine. 


But seriously, tearing my fucking hair out. 

:peace: & :pills:
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