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I really do try not to make journals when I'm angry, and I think that's one reason why my journals have shrunk in numbers because I'm angry a lot of the time.
But I'm at my wits end and I can't take this shit anymore.
So, in case you haven't been around recently, I'm going to Disneyland today!
Well, the coach leaves at 3:30am Sunday morning, but it totally counts as today!!
So, we're doing all the last minute packing because even though I've been trying to do it all week no one has been helping me and now, as usual, everyone wants to do it last minute.
Earlier this week I mentioned I was organising everything ready to go and I sorted out my clothes and put them in a pile to be ironed and mam came in and she inspected everything and said it was fine. Great!
Now it has come to actually ironing and packing all she had done is scream and shout and tell me how scruffy I'm going to look.
"You can't wear a black shoe with white trousers!"
"I hate crew cut t-shirts on girls!"
"Do your dungarees even fit you anymore?!"
"You'll be cold!"
I mean REALLY?!?
IT'S NOT EVEN LIKE SHE'S GOING TO BE FUCKING THERE TO WITNESS IT!!
IT'S FUCKING DISNEYLAND NOT FASHION WEEK.
We're talking 16 hour days. Why the fuck would I want to choose fashion over comfort when we're gonna be doing 16 hour days?!
I'm already wearing a fucking big black boot, do I need to be even more uncomfortable?!
I'm just so sick and tired of it. I just want time to hurry up and go so I won't be anywhere near her.
I'm wearing my black shoe because they're comfy. I know I'm going to be in a wheelchair most of the time, but for when I do walk I'd like to not get blisters from it.
I don't like wearing crew cut t-shirts, I'll be honest, but they're mens t-shirts so I didn't get much choise. And I fucking love this t-shirt so I'm going to wear it.
You know what? I haven't even tried my dungarees on! And honestly I don't care. I've only had them since last summer, and I know I've put on some weight because I've been semi-bed-ridden the last four weeks, but they shouldn't be small on me.
I've got a hoodie and a blanket: I think I'll be just fine.
But seriously, tearing my fucking hair out.
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But I'm at my wits end and I can't take this shit anymore.
So, in case you haven't been around recently, I'm going to Disneyland today!
Well, the coach leaves at 3:30am Sunday morning, but it totally counts as today!!
So, we're doing all the last minute packing because even though I've been trying to do it all week no one has been helping me and now, as usual, everyone wants to do it last minute.
Earlier this week I mentioned I was organising everything ready to go and I sorted out my clothes and put them in a pile to be ironed and mam came in and she inspected everything and said it was fine. Great!
Now it has come to actually ironing and packing all she had done is scream and shout and tell me how scruffy I'm going to look.
"You can't wear a black shoe with white trousers!"
"I hate crew cut t-shirts on girls!"
"Do your dungarees even fit you anymore?!"
"You'll be cold!"
I mean REALLY?!?
IT'S NOT EVEN LIKE SHE'S GOING TO BE FUCKING THERE TO WITNESS IT!!
IT'S FUCKING DISNEYLAND NOT FASHION WEEK.
We're talking 16 hour days. Why the fuck would I want to choose fashion over comfort when we're gonna be doing 16 hour days?!
I'm already wearing a fucking big black boot, do I need to be even more uncomfortable?!
I'm just so sick and tired of it. I just want time to hurry up and go so I won't be anywhere near her.
I'm wearing my black shoe because they're comfy. I know I'm going to be in a wheelchair most of the time, but for when I do walk I'd like to not get blisters from it.
I don't like wearing crew cut t-shirts, I'll be honest, but they're mens t-shirts so I didn't get much choise. And I fucking love this t-shirt so I'm going to wear it.
You know what? I haven't even tried my dungarees on! And honestly I don't care. I've only had them since last summer, and I know I've put on some weight because I've been semi-bed-ridden the last four weeks, but they shouldn't be small on me.
I've got a hoodie and a blanket: I think I'll be just fine.
But seriously, tearing my fucking hair out.
&
3306-Shouting Into A Void
I am so very empty.
But so very alive.
3305- The One Where Its Been 7 Years
I have been on DeviantART for 7 years. How crazy is that?
In this time time I have made a lot of friends. dA used to always be my go to hub for talking to everyone. I really miss those days. But I have been very lucky enough to meet 2 of my friends in person :heart:
I have changed in 7 years. 7 years ago I was 15 years old, just finishing year 10, terrified of my final year of school. Since then I've been through my GCSEs, attended 2 colleges, dropped out of the second college, had my first job, had my worst job, and found the right job for me :heart:
Travels have been to Disneyland 4 times, Cyprus, Egypt, and Australia. I'm going to Austr
3304 - thoughts n feelings n life
it hit me really recently that i have no where to vent.
i used to use these journals as a way to get all my anger and sadness out, but now i don't have anywhere.
i don't do well talking to people direct s i'm sure most of you know that so i'm kinda just building everything up inside and i am about to explode.
life is going great.
i binge watched 13 reasons why on fri & sat, and it was incredible, everything i could have hoped for from one of my favourite books. but it left me in a depressive slump.
this month is april, which means the 1st camp nano of the year. it's now the 4th and i haven't started writing yet.
my parents have be
3303- 100 Days Is Super Long
I've written this journal maybe four times since I came back from Australia, but every time I just kinda feel....bleh. Like no matter what I say I will never be able to actually describe how incredible my trip was.
But now Maddi has made a journal about it so I feel obligated to say nice things about her too.
It has been 101 days since I got on a plane to Australia, and exactly 100 days since I got to meet Maddi in person.
I was on the plane waiting for it to land. I hadn't long woken up from a nap and was pretty disorientated. I was watching Two Broke Girls, as you do. I didn't really full grasp that I was about to land in Australia.
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