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Hey guys, my name is ChloeRhiannonX. A lot of people around here know me as Chloe Rhiannon, but Chloe is just fine
I am a 19 year old fangirl and aspiring author.
I take a lot of pictures and try to write a lot of Fanfiction.
I do have the wackiest imagination and people often question my sanity.
I have a lot to say about myself, but ya'll would not be interested in reading it XD
So, for now....FAIR DE WELL!
My fandoms include: Harry Potter. Percy Jackson. Heroes of Olympus. Glee. Gone series. The Mortal Instruments. The Infernal Devices. The Hunger Games. Divergent. Chaos Walking. Fallen. Hush, Hush. The Demon Trappers series. The Maze Runner.
My dysfuntional family:
Maddi My best Aussie friend.
Rory Total sweetheart.
Andy 'Magnus' The sweet and onnocent one.
Hazelle Her drawings (and Drawsomethings) kick ASS!
Shayla She left us but we love her.
Soph Tried to push me off a cliff. Literally.
Katie I'm stealing her dogs.
Kemi Words don't describe Kemi.
Lila Living proof that bad things can bring good people together.
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Basically, I'm just a teenage girl who likes to sit in her bedroom in front of her laptop/computer all day.
You have my express permission to ignore this journal, I just wanna get it off my chest as much as I can because I feel like I'm going to explode.
Long winded rant that has been building up since September:
So, it's been mentioned a lot of the last few weeks that I'm moving offices at work. It's been stressful at work and I'm very on edge at the best of times these days, but it's getting better now that we're finally (hopefully) moving tomorrow.
Let me set up some back-round info before the rant: the office I work at now is on a main road, one I used to walk past every single day since I was 11 years old to get back and fore to school, then to college, then to the bank, then to the shops, now for work. I know this road. It's exactly a 19 minute walk from my house on roads I also know from walking to and from all of the above stated places.
Now we're moving to bigger offices, which are an extra 40 minute walk down the same road, it's just much further down. Then, at the end of the main road, it does go kind of quiet but there are business blocks everywhere with people around, then to get to the office block we're moving to, you have to go half a mile up a country lane, past a farm, and then you get to the site which is guarded 24/7 by security.
I don't drive. I have no interest in driving, it doesn't appeal to me at all. I am more than happy to make the 1 hour walk to work.
But no, my mother has to make a fuss about it.
'It's in the middle of nowhere'
'You're gonna get r***ed'
'You're gonna get killed'
'This is such an inconvenience because now I'll have to take you'
No she fucking won't take me. My dad will have to take me because she'll be off working herself, while my dad waits for me everyday to make sure I can get to work at the current office which is only down the road before he goes to work himself. When it rains, he takes me to work, if I'm being lazy, he'll take me to work. This doesn't concern her at all.
It's not in the complete middle of nowhere. Yes, the business end of the road is kind of quiet, but there is houses on either side of the business state and people drive past regulalryl. And yes, the country lane would be scary to walk int he dark, but at 1 in the afternoon I'll be perfectly fine. Plus, there is 24/7 security at the end of the country lane, so I'm sure they'll hear my screams if anything happens.
I try my best to explain this to her and she kicks off every time.
So today I get a chance to explain a bit further into going onto the actual site itself because we were discussing who was going to pick me up tomorrow after the move becausemy dad doesn't know exactly where the site is but mam does. So I explained they'd only need to wait for me by the security gates and I'd walk down the site and meet them there, so mam goes off into a full blown question mode. The building we have, you basically turn left at the security box, go up the hill and it's right there, like maybe a ten minutes walk (due to the hill mostly) to get from secutiy to the building.
Mam, obviously, wasn't happy about this.
So I went on to explain that there are security men who patrol the grounds periodically, as well as the 24/7 guards at the gates.
And you know what he answer was?
'I'm not happy about that. We don't know these men they could be anyone'
THEY'RE FUCKING SECURITY MEN WHOSE ACTUAL PAYING JOB IS TO MAKE SURE NO ONE DANGEROUS OR STUPID OR ANYONE IN GENERAL GETS ON THE SITE!!!!
I can't fucking believe her sometimes....
And of course, her genuine answer to all of these problems she finds: I get a new job.
Never mind the fact that I am happy in a job for the first in my entire life. Never mind the fact that none of these problems she has created in her own head affect me in the slightest. She wants me to get a new job to make her feel happier so obviously that what I must want as well. Her fucking happiness. Never mind me, never mind what I feel and how this is MY. FUCKING. LIFE.
I just can't....I can't believe the shit she comes up with sometimes. I am so fucking angry with her right now.
I understand where she's coming from a little bit, but I have made so many rational arguments and she just won't listen to any of it and I'm just so fucking angry.